When I was a kid, I remembered being creative, loving, playful, free-spirited. As I grew and consumed junk content that feeds fear, anxiety, doubt, and negativity and shared them with my peers who also consumed the same things. As I got older, the free-spirit faded, my ego grew — becoming more jaded, numb, distrusting, living in a survival mode, only looking out for yourself. If outsiders test you, it’s your ego that will respond and that’s when things can escalate to a destructive situation. The ego continues to serve its own selfish needs by reason of — if you don’t take care of yourself, no one else will — which is true, but only if you believe in it. Then the “me against the world” mentality is activated and the competition starts and it never ends. The comparison of what I have and what the next person has begins and that breeds jealousy, greed, frustration, hate, and more harmful thoughts. There’s no given trust for anyone. The love is limited and it's under strict conditions — when less love is given, lesser love is received. So the heart turns cold. The mind is calcified and zombified. Gratification is only from body pleasures. Material things, sex, drugs, drinks, food, etc. Even if you have the programmed finer things of life like great sex, where money’s not an issue — there will always be an empty void that will scream so loud within. I know plenty of rich people that are miserable. This is life in the dark and the ending of this story is not happy. It’s pain, addiction, disease, loneliness, in a short lifespan. But we’re powerful, loving and manifesting beings that never have to compete with each other. There’s no need to fight over food at a buffet. There's no limit to anything — we just have to get out of our ego mindset and into a creator state of mind.
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