Au Naturel Flow
Lately, I've been spending less time on digital devices and more time solo in nature, in an Au Naturel Flow, absorbing negative ions and Aetheric Plasma while doing grid-work.
Negative ions are molecules or atoms that have gained an extra electron, resulting in a negative electric charge. They are created in nature (mountains, beaches, waterfalls, and forests) by sunlight, air, and water, or plant-based energy sources. Benefits of negative ions include mood improvement, increased serotonin levels, alleviation of depression, stress relief, and boosted energy. They help remove pollutants and allergens from the air, reducing the risk of respiratory problems and preventing infections by inhibiting the viability of airborne bacteria and viruses. There is existing evidence showing that negative ions have a positive impact on overall well-being and health.
Dan Winter speaks on growing the Aura and how much everyday clothing weakens the Auric Field. Many modern fabrics contain synthetic fibers, chemical dyes, flame retardants, and petroleum-based compounds that disrupt the body's natural energy flow. Polyester, nylon, and spandex are made from plastic derivatives that not only prevent the skin from breathing but also generate static electricity, interfering with the body's electromagnetic balance. Additionally, clothing treated with wrinkle-resistant and waterproofing chemicals often contains formaldehyde and perfluorinated compounds (PFCs), which can be absorbed through the skin and contribute to hormonal imbalances and immune system stress. Natural fibers like organic cotton, linen, hemp, and wool are better alternatives, allowing for proper energy circulation and supporting the body's connection to the Earth’s bioelectric field.
The skin is the largest organ in the body. It serves as both a protective barrier and a highly sensitive receptor for energy, frequency, and environmental stimuli. The fewer layers of clothing covering the skin, the greater the ability to receive information from the infinite intelligence of the cosmos. Direct skin exposure to natural elements enhances intuitive clarity and energetic downloads.
When the skin is exposed to fresh air, sunlight, and natural surroundings, it optimizes its ability to absorb cosmic energy and vital nutrients, such as Vitamin D from the sun. This is why sunbathing and grounding barefoot on the Earth are powerful methods of increasing one's energetic receptivity. The body's bioelectric system functions as an antenna, receiving plasma from the Aetheric Field, which fuels spiritual expansion and strengthens the Auric Field. The more plasma the body absorbs, the stronger and more expansive the Auric Field becomes, enhancing one's ability to interact with higher frequencies and dimensions.
This process aligns with the profound effects of grounding, where direct contact with the Earth neutralizes free radicals, reduces inflammation, and enhances cellular function. Sunlight, in combination with minimal clothing, also activates the pineal gland, further amplifying one’s ability to access higher states of consciousness. By attuning the body to natural forces and minimizing artificial interference, one can experience greater alignment, energetic sovereignty, and overall well-being.
Fascia – The Body’s Energetic and Structural Network
Fascia is a vast, intelligent network of connective tissue that surrounds and interconnects every muscle, bone, organ, and nerve in the body. It serves as the body’s ‘living matrix’ or ‘biological fabric,’ responsible for structural integrity, fluid movement, and cellular communication. This continuous web of collagen-based tissue is highly adaptable, responding to hydration, movement, and energetic stimuli.
More than just a structural component, fascia plays a crucial role in transmitting bioelectric energy throughout the body. Acting as a conductor, it helps facilitate communication between cells and maintains homeostasis. Hydration is essential for fascia’s elasticity and fluidity, making structured or mineral-rich water vital for its health. Movement practices like yoga, QiGong, and Tai Chi stretch and stimulate fascia, encouraging better circulation, flexibility, and energetic flow. Myofascial release techniques, such as foam rolling and deep tissue massage, aid in releasing stored tension and trauma.
Grounding and exposure to natural sunlight further enhance the bioelectric conductivity of fascia, optimizing the body’s ability to absorb and utilize energy from the environment. Breathwork, especially diaphragmatic breathing, oxygenates the fascia, keeping it supple and responsive while helping to release stored emotional energy. Since fascia is an energy-conducting system, sound healing, vibrational therapy, and Reiki can assist in removing stagnation and restoring coherence within the body’s electromagnetic field.
A strong and healthy fascia directly contributes to a strong Auric Field. Since fascia conducts and distributes bioelectric energy throughout the body, its integrity influences the strength and expansiveness of one’s aura. When fascia is hydrated, supple, and unrestricted, energy flows more freely, enhancing the body's ability to radiate a powerful electromagnetic field. This, in turn, acts as a protective and expansive force, reinforcing personal sovereignty and increasing one’s ability to attract higher vibrational experiences. Strengthening fascia is about cultivating a resilient and radiant energetic presence.
By understanding fascia and how to nurture it, one can enhance flexibility, promote deep healing, and optimize energetic flow, leading to greater physical, mental, and spiritual well-being.
The Auric Field
Your Auric Field is your energetic armor, the invisible yet powerful force field that protects and amplifies your physical quantum spacetime reality. It is alive, intelligent, and fueled by the Human body-vessel, operating on the same ‘Free Energy’ Nikola Tesla tapped into. The same principles apply in Reiki and QiGong—where energy is harnessed, moved, and refined. When the Human body is compromised—whether through toxins, trauma, or emotional distress—the Auric Field weakens, leaving you vulnerable to energetic siphoning and external manipulation.
The Aetheric Plasmic Light-Body is woven from highly charged Gamma Light-waves and particles, forming an intricate electromagnetic force around you. Your Aura reflects your physical, mental, and emotional states, displaying a dynamic spectrum of colors and sequencing patterns within the Aetheric web structure. This field acts as both a magnet and a transmitter—drawing in frequencies that resonate with your vibration and radiating outward the signals you emit. Energy does not lie. Truth vibrates at a distinct frequency. Stillness sharpens discernment.
Encoded within the primary strands of your DNA filaments are trillions of crystalline gossamer thread-like nodes designed to carry Cosmic Energy through the body where it is then decoded and perceived by the individual. At the subcellular-atomic level of your DNA, when ionic photonic Gamma Light-waves and particles interact with your Auric Field, they penetrate the nucleus of your Human atoms, shifting chemical bonds, recalibrating cellular structure, and activating dormant crystalline sequences. This alchemical transformation is the key to unlocking higher-dimensional awareness and accessing the Universal Akashic Data Stream.
Your Auric magnetism is the guiding force that determines your trajectory through Quantum Timelines. Many become ensnared in self-created illusions—shimmering traps of the ego, reinforced by distortions from pollutants, toxins, parasites, and energetic imprints left by unconscious interactions with external influences (GMO foods, drugs, alcohol, wifi, and casual sexual engagements). These manipulated energies often masquerade as opportunities but serve as pathways to energetic entrapment. Mastery of energy mechanics and a purified Aura are essential for authentic manifestation and sovereign creation.
A weakened Auric Field leads to energy depletion, making one vulnerable to lower vibrational entanglements and fragmented timelines. Lower emotions, synthetic chemicals, EMF radiation, and toxic environmental influences distort the coherence of your energetic field, leaving you open to manipulation and lower-dimensional interference. To navigate higher realities and anchor into elevated timelines, the Auric Field must be strengthened, cleansed, and consciously expanded. The integrity of your Aura sets the vibrational frequency of your reality.
New Earth Monk in the Modern Age
The idea of becoming a well-disciplined student of the path—living in an optimal state of being, clear-minded, calm, strong, healthy, and sovereign—led me to explore the teachings of the ancient masters from Tibet, China, India, Native Americans, and the Essenes. Their wisdom resonated deeply, yet the old ways needed to evolve, a transformation that integrates higher consciousness and modern reality.
At one point, I considered living into a monastery or ashram, fully immersing myself in the traditional structures of spiritual discipline. But something within me resisted that path. I realized that cloistering away from the world, while valuable in many ways, did not fully serve my vision of an awakened, embodied existence within the New Earth paradigm. The old labels—monk, priest, shaman, pastor—carry echoes of outdated programming, hierarchies, and dogmatic limitations. I feel the call to redefine these roles, to transmute the wisdom of the ancients into a living, breathing way of being that seamlessly integrates with this current paradigm shift.
Instead of isolating myself, I live as a walking temple, carrying the essence of sacred practice in every moment. The cosmic monk is not confined by robes or monasteries but moves fluidly through all quantum dimensions of existence, bridging the mystical with the practical. This path is about mastering energy, embodying divine presence, and radiating a higher frequency in daily life. It is about anchoring Christ Consciousness in real-world interactions, creating sacred spaces wherever we gather—whether alone in contemplation or in fellowship with others.
Discipline and devotion are still essential, but they are no longer rooted in rigid structures or ascetic withdrawal. Instead, they flow through embodied practices: breathwork, meditation, energy mastery, movement, fasting, and conscious living. The New Earth monk is not bound by vows of sexual energy suppression, poverty, or detachment but instead cultivates purity of energy, sovereignty, and the strength to move through the world without being consumed by it.
We are creating a new template for spiritual mastery—one that does not retreat from the world but actively participates in its transformation. The path is not about rejection but refinement. By embracing this way of being, we become conduits of divine intelligence, demonstrating that enlightenment is not about escaping reality but mastering it. The New Earth is not built in temples of stone or gold but within the living temples of those who walk the path with awareness, integrity, and unwavering presence.
The Power Sexual Energy and Transmutation
The Archonic Sexual Misery Program took root in old dogmatic religions, suppressing human sexual energy so intensely that it became distorted and perverted—morphing into occult ritualistic practices involving sex, magic, blood, bestiality, pedophilia, and weaponized pornography. This inversion corrupted the natural expression of sexuality, linking nudity solely to lust and lecherous behaviors. Over time, society was conditioned to associate the naked human form with shame, sin, and degradation, rather than as a pure and divine expression of Life Force Energy.
Being nude, in a pure and high-consciousness state, is our natural way of being. We should not be ashamed of it. Human sexual energy is the most powerful energy in the body, and its suppression has been a deliberate effort to weaken Humanity’s connection to creative power, spiritual ascension, and inner sovereignty.
Napoleon Hill’s classic book ‘Think and Grow Rich’, introduced the concept of sexual transmutation—the process of redirecting sexual energy toward higher creative and intellectual pursuits. Hill described this energy as the most potent driving force for human achievement, capable of elevating a person’s mental and spiritual faculties when properly channeled.
Sexual transmutation is the conscious redirection of raw sexual energy into forms of mastery—whether in art, business, innovation, or personal development. When retained and cultivated, sexual energy enhances willpower, sharpens focus, and increases magnetism. This is why many geniuses often possessed an intense aura, as they were fueled by a deep reservoir of vital Life Force Energy.
Yet, this knowledge has been systematically hidden or vilified. In many cultures, it is taboo to discuss, let alone teach, the principles of harnessing sexual energy. The suppression of this powerful force has fueled the Archonic Sexual Misery Program, leading to a wide range of sexual dysfunctions, energetic distortions, and physical ailments. Pornography, casual sex culture, and addiction to instant gratification have further fragmented Humanity’s ability to use this energy consciously.
By reclaiming and refining sexual energy, one can break free from these imposed distortions and step into true energetic mastery. This is not celibacy in the traditional sense, but about conscious control—wielding energy with intention, rather than allowing it to be siphoned or misused. When directed properly, sexual energy becomes a fuel for manifestation, personal empowerment, and profound spiritual awakening.
Erectile dysfunction and sexual health issues stem from relentless biological and chemical attacks. Bras—especially those with metal wiring—disrupt energy flow and lymphatic circulation. Toxic apparel, as mentioned earlier, like synthetic underwear laced with endocrine-disrupting forever-chemicals, silently degrade reproductive health. Eliminate them.
Modern men have severely compromised their Root and Sacral Chakras—energetically, biologically, and chemically. Skyrocketing rates of prostate disorders, erectile dysfunction, low sperm count, and plummeting testosterone levels are no coincidence. Detoxification and energetic realignment are essential. Celibacy and semen retention can serve as the foundation for this restoration, fortifying internal energy and reversing years of depletion. Frequent ejaculation is the fastest way to drain vitality, weaken the Aura, and open energetic gateways for astral parasitic attachments.
Countering Sexual Organ Attacks
Most Human genitals are never exposed to the vitalizing plasma of the Aetheric Field or direct sunlight. Introducing sun exposure and plasma contact to these areas—along with energetic and biological cleansing—restores balance, amplifies life force, and reawakens the body’s innate power.
Your sacred private parts deserve sunlight, even your butthole. The sun is a powerhouse of healing energy, and yet the most vital areas of the Human body rarely receive its life-giving rays. We already know the sun is essential for the skin, immune system, and mental well-being. Now, imagine what it can do for the human sexual organs—an area that has been energetically and biologically suppressed for generations.
Most people never expose their root center to direct sunlight, yet sunlight is known to support testosterone production, circulation, and even assist in reversing erectile dysfunction. Sunlight is the greatest natural source of Vitamin D, an essential nutrient in hormone production, immune function, and overall vitality. Vitamin D deficiency is directly linked to low testosterone, poor mood regulation, weakened bones, and impaired reproductive health. Direct exposure to the sun allows the body to synthesize this crucial vitamin, enhancing energy levels, strengthening the nervous system, and boosting libido naturally.
In the privacy of your home or a secluded outdoor space, strip down, and allow your body to expand its Auric Field. Surround yourself with lush greenery, put on high-vibrational music, and move—walk, stretch, or dance naked. Laugh, breathe, and feel your energy shift to a higher frequency. This practice is both a reclamation and an energetic upgrade.
Find a private spot with direct sunlight. Use natural oils like coconut, THC or CBD oil to nourish the skin. You only need 2-5 minutes of sun exposure to activate healing benefits—do not overdo it. The effects are both physical and energetic, leaving you feeling liberated and supercharged.
We know suppository medicine is effective, especially in cancer treatment—but how many men enjoy suppositories? Likely not many. Don’t wait until it’s your only option. Proactive healing is key.
A Sacred Root Chakra Perineum Massage is a game-changer. This can be done solo, but if a partner is available, even better. This is NOT a loophole to get someone to touch your private parts! This method is for deep healing, not indulgence. It is incredibly beneficial for both men and women, especially for pregnant women, but all women can experience profound healing from it.
It is a simple yet powerful practice. Incorporate Reiki, breathwork, and energy healing into the massage. Using high-quality CBD or THC-infused oils work exceptionally well. Massage the perineum area, allowing the medicinal properties to absorb, just as a suppository would. This is a far more pleasant and proactive approach than waiting for dire medical interventions in a clinical setting.
For men, this method can increase vitality, circulation, and overall reproductive health, leading to stronger energy, better performance, and enhanced well-being. A healthier Root Chakra means greater stability, stronger manifestation abilities, and a deeper connection to your Life Force Energy. And a happier downstairs buddy makes for happier partners, which ripples into every aspect of life.
The Sacred Solitude – Divine Preparation for Higher Alignment
Since I didn’t retreat to a monastery or ashram, I continued to flow in my natural state, embodying Christ Consciousness. This path led me into deep isolation, yet I still dip into matrix society on rare occasions, maintaining a delicate balance between the different worlds.
Many who walk the higher path experience solitude—not as a punishment but as a divine initiation. The concept of being "chosen" for a higher mission comes with the necessity of isolation. This phase strips away external distractions and attachments so that one may align with their soul’s true calling. In this sacred space, the lower frequencies dissolve, allowing deep introspection, healing, and the strengthening of inner light.
Romantic connections or premature entanglements can dilute energy, derail spiritual momentum, and interfere with the greater mission at hand. Every relationship is an energetic exchange, a reflection of the internal state. As one evolves, outdated connections naturally fade, making room for higher vibrational partnerships. The universe does not withhold love; it refines, ensuring that the right connection manifests when both souls are energetically prepared. This period of solitude is a sacred test—a crucible where fears are faced, wounds are healed, and inner energy is mastered.
Trust the divine timing. Embrace solitude as a sanctified space for self-evolution. Recognize that true connection will emerge when one vibrates at their highest frequency—when they no longer seek, but simply magnetize. The universe aligns everything perfectly, not by force, but through the resonance of pure, unshakable energy.
The Dating Dilemma in a Distorted Matrix
A common question I get is: “Why are you single?” Well, Earth girls are pretty easy—but they often come with baggage or negative entities I don’t need. I’ve spent years clearing personal traumas, parasitic attachments, cultivating my sexual energy, and raising my frequency. I’m not about to disrupt this flow by entangling with anything that pulls me down into lower timelines. And how would Yoda look tossin’ it up at a club?! 😜
The dating pool for me has shrunk exponentially—what was once sand at the beach, became a pond, then a cup of tea, and now a shot glass. Matrix-programmed women who took the CONvid voodoo shot are automatically out. The rest are often tangled in layers of predictive programming, mistaking their externally influenced desires and preferences for their own. They are still spellbound, plugged into societal conditioning, and running on a script that isn’t even theirs. Toxins, alcohol, cigarettes, pharma pills, AirPods frying the brains, swallowing pounds of make-up chemicals, endocrine disruptors in their private parts, parasitic entity cords—layer upon layer of distortion. Add in unresolved childhood wounds, abandonment trauma, and generational programming, and the result is a heavily fragmented soul vessel.
Most relationships in the 3D matrix are illusions—situationships, simulationships, or stimulationships, where fiat money flows more—the main factor of attraction. A well-rehearsed, ‘smooth operator’, courtious, with a carefree attitude, perceived intelligence—or even faux-intelligence—coupled with a socially accepted physical fitness, creates the illusion of connection. Conditioned by programming, people mistake skin-level compatibility for true energetic alignment. Add a few synchronicities into the mix, like catching someone texting at 11:11pm, and suddenly, they convince themselves it’s a divine encounter, but it’s simply the subconscious mirroring their reflection within someone new, with an equal or greater amount of flaws and all—which will be discovered sooner or later.
A matrix-programmed lack mentality turns any man with perceived financial security into a viable partner—whether his wealth is real or just a crafted illusion. Dangle a gold-plated carrot, and many will leap without question.
Gold-plated illusions have become currency, and in pop culture, ‘fake it til you make it’ is the default model. Rented cars, borrowed clout, and Instagrim flex culture fuel the deception, while the true gold diggers cut through the phoney and go straight for transactional interactions—hourly rates, escort services, or OnlyFans subscriptions.
We live in a full-scale strip club prostitution culture. The numbers don’t lie—OnlyFans revenue surpassed the combined salaries of all NBA players last year. It’s a market-driven by men willing to pay for instant gratification. All of it is pretty disgusting but not shocking. However not all OnlyFans girls are low-frequency, though. Some are navigating the system intelligently, stacking wealth, and planning their exit strategies before getting entangled with parasitic followers. The keen ones see the industries of Hollywood and entertainment for what they truly are—ritualized energetic siphoning mechanisms. Some OnlyFans girls don’t even get naked and still have a decent amount of subscriptions. There’s no judgment.
For those who are newly awakening—whether you’ve experienced spiritual or physical attacks, need to clear past wounds, sexual traumas, entity attachments, or simply seek overall healing—be mindful, as spiritual predators lurk in both male and female form.
These infiltrators are drawn to the vulnerable, masking themselves with the right costumes, language, and surface-level "light." But beneath the facade, they fish in a barrel, preying on newbies who are still navigating their healing journey. Discernment is key.
Retreats, sound baths, ceremonies, expos—all potential hunting grounds for matrix predators preying on fragile, dysfunctional ‘cracked eggs’, fresh off the matrix boat. Women healing from unresolved wounds are often the easiest targets—manipulated under the guise of "spiritual connection" or deceived into thinking they've finally found a high-conscious partner. In their relief and longing for deep connection, they may overlook red flags, mistaking love-bombing for genuine soul alignment. Discernment is key—trust your heart and intuition.
So when a dude like me—genuine, generous, and without ulterior motives—pops into her field, it creates an entirely new experience for a woman. A Divine Masculine shares without expectations of anything in return and will politely decline any initial offering or advances from the ‘damsel in distress’. A woman who has been conditioned to equate love with transactional exchanges or emotional rescues may struggle to understand this at first. She's used to men who either take advantage of her vulnerabilities or pedestalize her for validation. But a truly awakened man sees beyond all of that—he doesn’t need to save, fix, or be rewarded. He stands as a mirror, reflecting her own inner light and encouraging her to reclaim her power, without needing to be the source of it, or be reward from it.
I’ve also chosen an unconventional avatar—not the matrix version of a "pretty boy," but more of a wildcard autistic outlier, one who observes with neutrality and not get lost in illusions.
So when I say, "Earth girls are easy," it’s not rooted in overconfidence, cockiness, or ego. It’s a self-realization. I’ve never fit the programmed archetypes of attraction, yet I’ve consistently drawn more than my fair share of women’s attention—not through pursuit, but through my energetic signature and actions. I move humbly, unattached, seeing beyond skin-deep desires. I don’t engage in loose emotional entanglements, because not every spark is meant to be ignited.
This old soul, in a uniquely funny and awkward Earth-vessel, took a lengthy time to fully integrate and operate. I had to ‘hard work’ my way into full embodiment, mastering my energy, embracing and enhancing my form and presence—without seeking external validation.
Interactions often begin smoothly until I speak a deeper truth. The ego, conditioned by illusion, is quick to react—mistaking truth for a personal attack rather than an opportunity for expansion and new insights. And just like that, the potential connection dissolves—a path that was never truly meant to unfold. But perhaps, a seed was planted.
Those who absorb the knowledge and begin to apply it often return, drawn back with the energy of a schoolgirl with a crush on her professor. It’s an electrifying dynamic, charged with newfound awareness, but ultimately, a temporary thrill.
So in short, there’s ‘Pay-for-Play girls’, who operate through transactional energy exchanges. Not saying she’s a gold digger, but she ain’t going for no broke ninja! The lack-mentality woman will prioritize financial security above all, making wealth the primary factor in their choice of partner.
Cosmic-Swag girls are fresh and curious on their spiritual journey—but still heavily programmed, replacing going to bars and clubs with retreats, ceremonies and festivals, eager to ‘heal others’ without taking time to fully healing themselves yet. While immersing in esoteric knowledge, many remain tethered to old-paradigm thinking, misinterpreting newfound information for true awakening. Guru chasers and crushers fall into the illusion of spiritual infatuation, confusing wisdom transfer for romantic connection—seeking validation through their proximity to those they perceive as being enlightened. Another iteration of false idolatry.
The awakened Starseed Jedi Goddess is among the rare few who are fully unplugged—healed or actively healing—with a clear root chakra, self-sustaining, and in full mastery of her energy. From a place of true sovereignty and authentic Divine Feminine essence, she continuously manifests her version of New Earth.
Yet, even in the rare crossing of a Divine Feminine Being, deeper layers of compatibility, aligned missions, and long-term vision become the next thresholds of clearance. For instance, being in phases of semen retention and sexual transmutation can add another dimension of challenge within a partnership—especially when she’s in an activated mood for ‘thumpin’ and fulfillment. 😬
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Throughout my journey, I’ve encountered a few embodiments of the Divine Feminine—sometimes in fleeting moments, profound synchronicities, or even through a simple online connection. While many of these bonds carry a sisterly essence, some have sparked romantic intrigue, serving as potent reminders of the raw power within feminine energy. I Am grateful and humbled to experience it. The human sexual energy stirred from these interactions is not squandered but consciously transmuted—redirected into creation, manifestation, and expansion, fueling evolution rather than depletion.
But at the end of the day, at this current phase of the Great Awakening, my personal mission outweighs the pursuit of a potential mate. The path I walk is not one of convention—it is one of service, expansion, and alignment with a much greater calling. While the idea of a committed companionship is beautiful, my focus remains on something far beyond personal desires. My purpose is to anchor higher frequencies, assist in the awakening process, being a guiding light while patching up war wounds in others, and embody the principles of sovereignty, self-mastery, and energetic refinement.
There will come a time—perhaps when I’m 188 years old—when I might take a few decades to contribute to Earth’s population again. But for now, I walk with unwavering discipline, minimizing distractions and avoiding entanglements that could dilute my energy or divert me from my greater work. The life I lead demands full presence, attunement, and the ability to move fluidly through realms, both seen and unseen.
While many seek completion through relationships, my fulfillment comes from alignment with the cosmic mission I signed up for. Until then, I continue navigating the matrix as needed, with Source God in my Heart, operating as an energetic and holistic medicine man—a Starseed monk in service to the evolution of raising consciousness on Earth.
So that’s my reply to the text question.
Blissings, Love & Light.
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Thorough, thought provoking and deeply wise answer that embodies and furthers expands my own path… ✨⚡️✨
As a woman I am finding that what you write comes across as if you view women (or a relationship with one) as an optional extra to your journey. I would not wish to be viewed in that way, neither would I describe my current contract with my divine masculine to be that way.
In my experience relationships are part of 'The' journey. Our connection has not yet manifested in the physical but the enormous soul growth & healing we are both experiencing because of the connection is over powering, reaching as it does every part of our being. I have much sexual healing to do myself so physical intimacy is/was hardly uppermost in my mind. It is truly all energy work. When the time is right, we will be steady enough to encounter each other face to face.
As I told him early on, "God is so much better at choosing than I am, so I trust what is happening." This was engineered by our higher selves, all we need to do is keep in step with the guidance that comes along with it.